Thankful.

Assalamualaikum guys.

one step before merdeka. but before that, here I want to share u a story. not a story but kindda whats happened on me last monday after I fetch my mum at the airport from KL. okay, on our way to Kunak, we stop by a small surau to perform our solat Maghrib. when I enter the surau, I saw a small girl, or i guess as a baby? laying on a small comforter. I thought she is adorable and healthy, but this what I saw next.

I'm so thankful to Allah for giving me a good health when I saw her with a long tube inserted into her nose. she is so thin and small and now she's suffering from a disease which I don't know what. her chest are just like expanding all the time. I tried to ask her mother but I just don't have an enough energy to ask. the baby is just like looking up on the roof and can't smile and laugh! nothing that I can do at that time except praying for her and staring at her with sympathy. In my heart what I'm just like "she is so small! she has a long journey to go!"

when I looked at myself, I'm just, "what is wrong with me? why before this im just have the feeling like 'this is not enough', this is should be more!" Ya Allah I feel bad. bad and so bad! it become worst when she started crying and all that I can see is she is in a big pain and feel so uncomfortable with the tube, but so bad she need that so she can breath well.

Guys, we should thankful for what we have. I know that nothing perfect in this whole wide world but remember, there are still people who are less fortunate and suffering from so many disease and cant live well. kan? so guys, Allah knows the bst for each of us. be thankful and grateful. take a lesson :)

Alhamdulillah, I have a good health, and I can fulfill my dream.

Sijil Pinangan Masuk.

Assalamualaikum, heyyo!

hey guys. It has been awhile since i did not update my blog. so what's on my mind? It is The SPM. have been through it for 4days. haha feel like Im sick because "have been through it". got 6 more papers to go so Im still not in a merdeka mode all the way. but luckily still got the chance to drop by and just write something on this dusty-dust blog. haha!

anyway guys. I think the 5 papers I've been through was tough enough but still like a piece of cake. haha no really. I have done my best and now hoping for the best! uurghh what else to say. owh yeah experiencing this big exam is quietly shaking me so bad but I've get use to be with it. however, more harder subjects coming. and im quite nervous.

so yeah hope you guys enjoy ur holidays and to the 94's and STPM's students may u do ur best. im kindda lazy to make reference but still i have to! dah namanya Sijil Pinangan Masuk. #LOL. okay bye~

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