mulut BERbicara.

Assalamualaikum, hello~

SEDAR ATAU TAK?
TAK SEDAR?
PURA-PURA TAK SEDAR?

dont care about it. U might get sick with my post. u might say "eleh, ko tau apa!" or "nak kenakan aku lah ni". sorry, this post is not related kat sape2 pun. BUT, sape terasa, saya minta maaf. mybe we should look at the mirror, and take this as a lesson lah kan. be open you guys.

from the bottom of my heart, best to express here, about something yang we look as benda simple but totally annoying my view. BUT WHAT IS IT? okay okay, it is about, our "MULUT YANG BERBICARA". if u guys realize, nowadays, the teenagers, or even the adults always express their feelings through FB, twitter, myspace. I've see it with my own eyes. approximately about 2 over 4 people do the same thing. which I think so annoying and crap.

once, I had make the same thing, which is "meluah ngan FB". poor Fb, we should use the technology or even this social website for connecting peoples, friends, families, or even a new pal! but, express ur feelings through it? again, it is so annoying. if u express ur feelings right on the person who make u mad, or make u sad, or so on, thats okay. because u are totally straight to the point/person. unfortunately, using the inappropriate words *dont have to mention here lah kan, sume dah tau*, and even u are writing the post without mentioning to who are u talking to, from my thought lah kan, SAH-SAH nak dpt a big number of LIKES and COMMENTS je.

tu dah satu hal, kalu benda tu dah jadi mcm ni: *I write ikut step, so senang nak phm.
  1. you write the "meluah perasaan" post on ur FB or any page wall.
  2. so many people like and comment ur status.
  3. suddenly, someone terasa!
  4. the war begin.
do you understand the WAR word? gaduh lah. actually, the person who write the post mmg tau nak tujukan the post to someone, tapi saja, for publicity, saje tak mention the "mangsa"'s name. then, when the "mangsa" read the post, dya start terasa. ngam2 plak dorang ni dah ada problem and something wrong kan, memulakan lah muqaddimahnya. the "mangsa" might say "eleh, mulut jak berckp. jumpa dpn2 lah. ckp kat sni buat apa!" or something like that. etc etc! then, yg tulis post reply the comment, until the war libatkan org yg innocent such as parents, and sometimes friends, and yg ada bf and gf pun dorang libatkan. sgt tak senonoh. aite?

alas, no one realize. try to settle the problem using an appropriate way. better. kan? better than talking like a perfect person without doubt and sins, tak tahu malu lah jwbnya. so, take my post as a logic thinking, bukan nak kutuk2 or maki2 org lain. siyes, I'm not relating someone right here. totally NO ONE!

p/s: Im sorry if u get hurt with my post. u might get terasa. but, it is ur own problem. sakit hati? istighfar bnyk2. furious? I'm sure u are the person.. not who am I talking about, but DO what am I talking about. got the differences? phm kan? hehe!

thats it, thats it. nak packing2 balik kampung! FRIDAY getting closer yeahh! >.<'' so byebye!

*fysmfXoXo*

Last 10 days of RAMADHAN :)

Assalamualaikum, good morning.

early in the morning, get up, packing, and sit. ONLINE ahh~ btw, the EXCEL is almost done. aishh. WORST!

okay, back to the topic. it is the last TEN DAYS of Ramadhan. MasyaAllah, the time run so fast. It is time for all the muslims to pray more, read Quran more, and one thing I have been waiting for, the Lailatul Qadar night. I have no idea when the Lailatul Qadar happen is, but, one way to get the most best night to pray, **berdoa dan beramallah sepanjang 10 malam terakhir Ramadhan**. at least, InsyaAllah, manalah tahu kan, U'll pray and perform ur solat sunnat on one of the last ten night, and one of them are Lailatul Qadar. and remember, it is not just about the Lailatul Qadar, but it is also about the blessings from Allah S.W.T. :)

first step first, KEM IBADAH. so glad could join this. it is not just about a camp, but it is also about learning something new, and to rectify our mistakes in performing our ibadah. InsyaAllah, Allah permudahkan semuanya~ :D

okaaay, have to go! one more day to eat the papers, haha, no lah, answering the papers, and all done. I mean, the EXCEL done. but not for the SPM. haishhh, getting closer mann! after that, the marks. *I DONT KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE MY FEELINGS*. Im totally freak out. okay then, byebye!

p/s: check this for an amazing blog and some logic ideas/videos from YouTube about ur routine or everything. By Maria Elena. gosh she's superb. CLICK ON --->> Maria Elena :)

*fysmfXoXo*

EXCEL 2 :)

Assalamualaikum, heyyy :D

talking about excel, Im so tired, plus with the so many papers, and the hard questions, and Thanks to Allah, fasting doesn't give me any problem! yeay. the excel ends on the coming monday. hurry! I wanna make some preparation for balik kampung. and talking about balik kampung, it is on 26th August, and I can't wait! because I miss my family damn much.

and of coz, I really scared of my marks. If I had one wish, can I just ask the government to allow us sit for exam and dont have to take the results? kalu flying colours tadi tu takpe ahh, ni dah mcm tah ape2 daaa. it alright to get 5As or more, but with so many G's? how come!! >.<''

plus, I'm hoping that I can achieve my target. what is it? shh, I can't tell you. SECRET OKAYY! *apesal aku gedik nih? =.='' wait wai, later I tell you :)

dah dah, the test is still on, and tomorrow, CHEMISTRY PAPER 2 AND 3. chezzee! I hope I can try my best. goodluck! :D

*fysmfXoXo*

realised =.=''

Assalamualaikum, umm, i've realised.

realised. realised. realised.

first, I'm so sad of myself. why I'm not realised about this before? hell, I hate myself. it is four months before the SPM, and I still relax. I sleep more than enough, and I'm just not scared. I'm acting as a smart girl, but I'm not. for sure. I'm totally not a smart girl, and I have realize it for many times.

IT IS JUST ME, YANG TAKNAK BERUBAH.

haishh, for many times I had promise myself, but I broke the promises. hell, what is happening to me? naaa, Im not asking u, Im asking myself. Subhanallah. :(

yesterday, a teacher said when we were on an answering technique lecture for addmath, and he said: 4months is enough for making revision, and if u dare, u should sacrify ur sleep time to study, because at this time, it is not last minute. this is different. and u should use ur time wisely. YES, what he said is so true! and I admit it, Im so lazy! waaaaaaaaaa XD

pray for me, pray for me, InyaAllah!

*fySmfXoXo*

Soul and HEART.

Assalamualaikum. thinking about something that might be good to express here.

still remember this post? : I MISS THEM :( *click on the title, if you haven't read it. Okay. It has been almost 5months due to our separation. ouwhh goshh it feels hurt so much!! >.<'''''' I can't describe how am I feel right now, because it is soo deeeppp! through my heart.

the song we sang together, the place we hang together, the shops we shopped together, and everything! I might not be your best, but I tried to be your special one. 3 years is not enough for us to know better each other, but as you can see, I tried to know you.

the awkward moment when I went for something *shop, hang, etc, and you are not there. AT ALL. it feels different. it feels so lonely since you are not here.

one less lonely girl. Elin, if you read this, that song we sing while we were at kudat aite? you know what, I am not Beliebers, but I heart that song. because it reminds me of you, sweet.

I wish I could see you all again! the 1week we have spent at KL was not enough! 1 year is not enough! I am waiting for that time. I am waiting. RAYA? after the SPM? I am waiting.

waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, balalalallaalalalala~~~~ =.=''' and I think this post is not too good for me to express my feelings, because it is still staying in my deepest heart. and it won't go.

I MISS YOU.

*fysmfXoXo*

July in RANDOM :)


Assalamualaikum, hello everybody.

It has been a while, since I did not do anything for this blog. but, before that, I would like to give a BIG THANKS to : adik sweet Nurina:)

for her kindness in updating this blog. *kalau takdak dya, berhabuk lah blog aku nih =.='' btw, the blog looks even nicer lah now aite? me likey :) and, I have promised her to make a single cover (as a reward/ or should I say present for her kindness? err.) but I still, dont know what song should I go for the cover!! I am really sorry for the song I would take for the cover okaay. why? because I will and exactly going to break it to a remix-style-with-no-attitude-like-a-certified-singer. or, should I conclude it into: Im gonna broke the song!! >.<'' haha.

okay. hectic with that, in July, my school has organized "bulan bahasa". lots of competitions were held, and I've join itthem also! mostly, the competition I've joined were English competitions. not mostly, but all of them! haha. maybe because I like, not, I love english. yeaahh XD and these are the competitions I have joined : Spell It Right (number3), Public Speaking (number2), and English Parliamentary Debate. and this morning, my teacher told me and my friends that my group are going to FINAL! and I have no chance to present as the GOVERNMENT team. all the paper I drew was OPPOSITION! >.<''' huh! InsyaAllah, we can do it!

also, July monthly Test had been held. the test ended this morning. I dont feel great about that, because it reaminds me more about SPM. *sigh* I need lots of motivation now, from everybody. to keeep my spirits ON! yeah. and, I'm so happy and glad, because my mathematics' sir had check our paper, and I got A+! 96%, not bad lah kan? but, I am not satisfied that much because my target was 100%. I should thankful for what I get. yeah, Alhamdulillah.

In this July also, my school had organized "PERKHEMAHAN PERDANA", with the theme of "SATU HATI". i think the theme was quite good, because, we are getting SATU HATI. and Im satisfied a lot when we grab the FIRST PRIZE for the kawad Competition back from Pengakap. hahaha XP me, and sharmilah, satisfied a lot. SATISFIED wehh! :) thank you to all. and, I should say this: i love my junior :D and im chosen for the english ULBS, met the Pn.Pentaksir. my thought was: I have done a great job. I had answer their question well, and, SATISFIED lagi :D

hahahaha, I wrote too much sudah! well, it is time for me to go, I mean, to continue my works. so many preparations for SPM to do. and, to all SPM-ers, please, who have ASTRO, please tune into TUTOR TV for SPM now! it will help you in certain subject, especially : Sejarah, BM, BI, SC. thats all for now. bye! feeAmanallah!

*fysmfXoXo*

VIERRA - Rasa Ini :)

Assalamualaikum, heyya peeps! my secong post for today XD *crazy huh?

okay, Fy suka lagu ni! SANGAT SUKA! first, Fy dgr lagu ni kat blog Kak Fiffy :) then, suka lah lagu ni! terus jatuh cinta! sebab lagu ni punya lyrics mmg beshhhh! then suara Vierra ni sdap sgt! ngeee :) okay2, tak nak merepek! Korang dgr lagu ni. mesti FEEEELLLL okay? ENJOY :D

best kan? ngee! kalu korang ckp tak best, TERSERAH! OK, BYE!

*fysmfXoXo*

VIERRA - Rasa Ini :)

Finally :)

Assalamualaikum, heyya peeps!
FINALLY? what is FINALLY? hehe~ it is about my 1st term exam lah! my last paper, tasawwur islam end at 11.20am - 25.05.2011. owh my, it feels GOOD aite? but, for sure, this one also makes me feel more scary. now, I think that I have to sacrifice something that makes other people shout! I know, the thing getting closer to me. right, yeah. it is the SPM lah! aiyoo~ what I have to do? recently I just got 3 subjects's marks. and it is EMBARRASSING! from the three subjects, I just got 1A! haiyaa, how bout when I got 11subjects? I think im gonna piss-off! mum just scold me when I told her about this.

later when I got all subjects's marks, I'll post in here. IF I DARE~! hahaha, it is so embarrassing lah kan if U go post the EMBARRASSING RESULTS? haiyaa, *sigh! I hope I can. but I think I cant. I just dont believe myself. thats my problem though! *sigh again! hhmmm :(

thats it. well, I should work hard more. kan? if I have one wish, I would like to hell you out LAZINESS! awww XD thats all for today! well I dont know why I go speaking BI now. buang tabiat kali! hahaha~ k , byebye!

*fysmfxoxo*

DOMOKUN :)


Assalamulaikum :) selamat malam !
heyya peeps , sedikit ter-mungkir janji sebab on9 di saat2 akhir nak exam kan ? sbnarnya ni masa take-a-break Fy . hahaha ! okay , hari ni Fy buat apa ?
  • gi skolah mum *SK. Mostyn , help her finished her works :)
  • then g pasar pra minggu ~ :P
  • belajar lah !
okok , dah tukar topik , ni haaa ! SAYA SUKA DOMOKUN ! <3 OMAIGUSHIII , hari tu dah nak beli , but my mum said : go get ur better results in exam first ! >.< sedikit kecewa ! huhh , takpa ! I'll do it mum !

dah tu kan , DOMOKUN mmg dah lma wujud kat dunia ni , tp RECENTLY tertengok patung ni secara live kat SABINDO TAWAU , hahaha ! cute ah ! saya nak sgt benda ni ! I WISH I GET ONE AFTER THE MID SEM , if dpt results gempak yaww ! wish me luck :) and I love it when it open it's mouth , just like : say AAAAAA !:D

my NEW BOYFRIEND !
ok , sampai sini sahaja , till we meet again , will be back on 26th May 2011 . bye :) GOOD LUCK !