No trolley.


Taken at LCCT.

focal length: 105.0mm (35mm equivalent: 157mm) | 1/20s | f/5.6 | ISO: 1250

Masjid-sunset.


Taken at Tawau.


focal length: 105.0mm (35mm equivalent: 157mm) | 1/400s | f/16.0 | ISO: 500

-MADU vs HEMPEDU- and RANDOM.

Assalamualaikum. hey guys. thinking of making new post every day, mmg tak tercapai dek akal lah. so, I'm thinking of making new post every sunday. kiranya the end of the whole week. so I can roll all the good things happened to me into one post. kan? I think lebih organized. coz hey, I love things being organized rather than unorganized. :D


So, lets start. Eh, I've started just now --' MADU VS HEMPEDU. naaa, dont get excited, or blur, or whatever. it is just, recently, I fell in love with a malay quotes, and still im in love with it. "TIADA KEJAYAAN SEMANIS MADU TANPA USAHA SEPAHIT HEMPEDU". best kan? Well actually kata-kata ni kitorang buat kat kelas. It just really inspired us as a student yang belajar in the class. 


IF you just nak main-main with pelajaran and got no usaha yang orang cakap aw-kaw, mmg sepahit hempedu akhirnya, hasilnya. sbb usahanya manis-manis sahaja. I just realised that being a person with semangat and prinsip memang akan berjaya dalam hidup. and Im on my way to be one. InsyaAllah..


Memang banyak bukti lah aku tengok especially those yang memang berjaya. especially in big exams. tak yah nak gi jauh-jauh. kawan sekelas aku, Rafie. scored 8As for PMR and 10As for SPM. memang tengok kat sekolah kuat main, gila-gila. but cuba tengok dya kat rumah. mak aih rajin! i berani cakap becoz once I g umah dya temankan mak jahit baju kat situ. suddenly I found him dekat depan TV. TETAPI, buku kat depan dya belambak. I dont know lah hari lain mcm mna bcoz I caught him masa hari2 SPM. so no wonder. but dya mmg pandai. I tabik!

Satu orang lagi, Hafiz. Cek lah FB dya. post hari-hari tazkirah bagai. tapi memang positive one punya tazkirah lah. tak macam aku, mengutuk je koja. dya ni Straight As punya budak. SPM je tak straight A. dya scored STRAIGHT A PLUS. *jeles* --' aku selalu ingat dya post benda ni:


FB: Mohd Hafiz Hadi.

U see? see? memang kena lari dari zon selesa. Jangan jadi mcm aku. Balik dari sekolah dok terbongkang atas katil. menghadap laptop. tak sedarkan diri. LOL. aku bukan budak pandai. but at least usaha tu penting. umm, nih peringatan untuk aku. okay?

Tak nafikan, kalu usaha cincai, result pun cincai. tengok aku je lah. xyah nak g jauh2. hehe. --'
so thats all. harap boleh dijadikan teladn sikit2. daripada tak da langsung. sampai sini sahaja. so meet U on the next Sunday? InsyaAllah. Bye. Belajar rajin-rajin ;)

Eh! Some of our pictures as a lower six and as a urusetia during 2012 SMKKJ kawad kaki dan formasi competition. :)




dah bye ;) kerja rumah aku!!!


=FyZey=

The path written for me. By Him. :')

Assalamualaikum. Hye.


It's been a while. okay, a boring start. Proudly present a new post and wholly written on a new lappy. A present from my dearrry mom. thanks mom. okay, now the start lebih cool than usual. 


It is 6 June 2012. I started writing this post at 10.41pm. In my room. Dengan keadaan nak sangat tidur. But, tidur for me, this time, seems boring. I need something to feel my boring time. Blogging, dah lama tak tulis idea karut kat sini. so Hello Im here for mengarut. DO FORGIVE if terkasar bahasa. 


This is my story.........


On 22 March 2012, at 6. I woke up. dengan sendirinya. Hati macam nak meletup! That day, SPM RESULT. Skit lutut sendi jantung perut semua datang. except ketenangan. Also, dan warning kat parents malam before the day supaya tak payah nak ambil tahu from kawan2 yang kat PPD about my result. -At 10. Phone rang. Mom on the screen. "Helo?" Me said. "Along dah tau result?" Mom said. "Ma dah tahu? apa kak long dapat?". "hmmm, along g tengok sndiri lah kat sekolah". "Ma gtau lah, so tak terkejut sgt nnt. tak pengsan". "hmmm not bad, 5A. But you got 2D". I cried. For two reasons. Reason yang pertama, Got 5A. I reached my target. Reason number 2, 2D. Tak credit. SC subjects, both. Puan Chemistry dan Encik Biology. Padan muka aku, aku memang benci dengan bio. Aku buat selamba dengan Chemistry.


I walked to school. Near school gate. Phone rang, lagi. On the screen, "Sharek". "Helo?" Me said. "Fai, kau di mana? Fai, kau jak dapat A BI!". Sharek directly said the sentence. "HUH?" Terus end the call. On the way to Pejabat Am, Sharek ran to me. I ran to her. We hugged. Lompatlompat. Suara mcm nak jerit. sebab kami capai target. our 5A yang maybe sgt sikit atau lemh for budkbudak yang lebih high mindanya. lebih pintar. Jalan jumpa Ustazah. Aku salam Ustazah. Ustazah suddenly peluk me. "Tahniah, agama dapat A". Me just, :O Tak pernahpernh dpt A mahupun B+ mahupun B agama kalau test. Paling baik C. I never target my agama for an A- sekalipun. 


Terus tengok result. First impression, Addmath. Rasa nak nangis. I scored B. Before this E pun susah nak dapat. Jumpa teacher Irene. Salam dia. Tanya about EST. "B+ sahaja". Aku senyum. Dalam hati, dunia ni macam nak terbelah dua. It just need lagi sikit effort, for at least A-. I sat. Call mum. Told about Addmath dan semuasemua subjects. Tengok Tasawur, B+ jugak. hampeh. 


Guys, bukan nak show-off aku dpt berapa, but this is what I got. A for SEJARAH, BAHASA MELAYU, PENDIDIKAN ISLAM. A- for ENGLISH and MATHEMATICS. B+ for TASAWWUR ISLAM and ENGLISH FOR SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY. B for ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS. C+ for PHYSICS. D for CHEMISTRY and BIOLOGY.


Stop about what happened at school and after then.


In April, 2012. 7am. Merlimau, Melaka. Phone kept receiving msgs. KBOMM from friends. Talking about getting Matriculation Offer. I check. One msg received. "Harap Maaf, anda tidak berjaya bla..bla..bla.." And I did feel nothing. I'm still okay because I'm in my vacation. After how many weeks I forgot, I told my cousin to check my Maktab Result. DUKACITA. I cried. A lot. Parents disappointed. In May, 2012. Tawau. Jalan nak gi Bank Rakyat. Waiting for UPU msg me. Bout my UPU offer. dapat ke tak. Call kawan. Cek. Suh jgn ckp lagi. Dah tarik nafas, then, "Fai, dukacita". Ended phone call. Cried dpn parents. Mental time tu, : I HATE FORM 6! NO FORM 6 FOR ME!


8 May 2012. Kunak. First day of form 6. Mental kurang baik. Macam nak nagis je kerja. Fikiran entah ke mana. dalam otak, satu je benda. I hve no friends kat sekolah nnt. Sharmilah tak da. Apa cikgu cakap nnt kalau tengok aku kat form 6. Apa kwn2 kelas lain cakap. Hati resah. 9AM. Jalan gi sekolah dgn Mel and Kuyen. Aaaaaaa! Urus tu urus ni. Jumpa budak baru.suasana baru.new subjects.new me. Pra-U. well, form 6 COOL. Baru tersedar. School life mmg awesome. Tak da lah low. Setaraf A-level. Hati terpujuk sikit, demi sedikit, sedikit lagi. And now, My heart is fully terpujuk. Alhamdulillah.


I do REDHA with what Allah gave me. I do BELIEVE that He already fated me something great. But, masa je BELUM TIBA.Alhamdulillah, today, tmorrow, yesterday, aku mampu TERSENYUM. Indahnya ketentuan Allah. Perjalanan hidup yng ditentukanNya. Syukur. Thankful.


Aku redha dengan apa yang Allah bagi. Aku YAKIN. :')


Esok, RAYUAN MATRIKULASI keluar. Kalau dapat, Alhamdulillah. Kalau tak, Rezeki aku kat tempat lain. Form 6, MAYBE? Doakan yang terbaik for me, for my friends. For our future undertakings. for our future success. Our iman yang strong. Our hati yang tabah. Our DIRI yang tak lupa jasa ibubapa,kawan,guru, and, Allah.


Fai, 11.36pm. 



Sharmilah, a short post for her.



This is what we used to be. Together no matter what happens. 7 of us are on their way to KML. I am happy for them, for their dream being reality. For their achievements  after so many hardships.


Shar, She gave us a boat shaped letter. However, mine is the biggest among the other boats. I wonder why. And now I know, she really loves and cares as a sister to me. She used to sit besides me in class. and now, it is different. what I hoped after I turn my head, is to see her face, her smile, her words, silly words. and now, they disappear. I know she is the best. Shar, u r the best. I f I could ever reply your letter, it would be one day. 


Sharmilah Abbas, her name. She is shorter than me. and she is popular with her shortness. She know how to treat people well. so well! Even im so glad to have her as my friend. since   primary school, to secondary school, till now. she never changed to be herself. She is so strong. she let herself cries, so people around her can live well, happy,and whatever. 


Shar, YOU ARE AMAZING. amazing. I love you. I miss you. I want to hug you. I want to talk to you. Hope to see you soon. very soon. InsyaAllah.

Good Luck 1994-ians :)


Assalamualaikum. Hye you guys.

Baru berkesempatan dan datang mood untuk menulis sumthing simple kat blog ni. for those who have time and feel free to read my post here, A VERY BIG THANKS from me :DD Okay, lesen dah settle. Im a P holder. then, dgn excited aku duk umah, jdi bambong berjaya! Siyes jeles jugak tahu yg ramai kengkawan bekerja dan ada yg membantu ibubapa jual-jualan. ada jugak yg gain pengalaman jadi guru dan cashier di beberapa kedai ternama di daerah aku. Ada yg mnghadap laptop dan melayan muka buku yg tak seberapa nak muka meluahkan perasaan. Dan mereka2 yg menggelapkan kulit mereka di latihan PLKN yang sudah berakhir dgn jayanya. tahniah wira dan wirawati PLKN negara kumpulan 1 siri 9/2012! Juga kepada mereka yg akan masuk kem PLKN tak lama lagi. for sure untuk those yg terpilih masuk dlm kump 2 and 3.


I tulis post ni hari isnin, malam selasa. Esok dah selasa. lusa dah rabu. pejam celik pejam celik mcm baru semalam je habis paper EST. Angan dan sedar lusa dan kena ambil result. konfem aku tipu kalu aku ckp tak takut. aku siyesly takut. takut yang result tak berapa nak memuaskan. tambah2 lagi aku merupakan kakak sulung di klngan adik-beradik aku. I know yg aku merupkan harapan parents untuk bagi contoh kat adik2 aku. to success and have a brighter future for sure. siyesly dua tiga menjak ni aku dah tak leh tido dgn aman, mkn dgn kenyang, dan yg pasti aku mandi dgn basah kuyup. okay merapu. - Setiap mlm b4 lelap msti terbayang2 the day ambil result and mcm mna gred kat result tu.

kalu b4 lelap je tbayang result tu mcm mna tak

pe. ni smpai bwk ke dlm mimpi. ohmyyy. tak nak mention lah berapa A aku dpt dlm mimpi tu. tapi klu boleh, aku nak result yg aku dpt dlm mimpi tu, JADI KENYATAAN. kdg ada jugak merapu mintak Allah tunjukkan rsult dlm mimpi. tp tak menjadi. hahahahaha. ngong betul! Itu satu, dgn luahan yg aku baca kat FB lagi, phewwww, aku makin takut oo!

So, ni pandangan yg aku nak share sikit. Kita ada Allah, Dia tolong kita susah dan senang. Allah sentiasa berada di sisi kita. Allah kan Maha Penyayang. Umm, saya sendiri tak letak target. berapa A, B, dan sbgainya. Yang terbaik cukup memadai. Klau dpt result best, tahniah! kita bertuah dan layak. kalu dpt result cukup mkn, tahniah jugak lah. sbb at least kita tak gagal, smpai tak leh nak mkn. hahaha. Ingat satu perkara- Result hebat tak semestinya kita pandai, result tak hebat tak semestinya kita bodoh. Segala2nya terl

etak di tgn Allah, nak bagi kita dpt result yg mcm mna. :)

tak masuk hari ni, 1 hari lagi. bnykkan berdoa, solat hajat suma. InsyaAllah, Allah akan beri kita yang TERBAIK :D redha dgn ketentuan. redha dgn pemberianNya. InsyaAllah. pas dah dpt result, boleh plan nak smbung mna. for those yg dpt tawaran bagus punya, tahniah. bagi yg tak, jgn risau. dlm khidupan seseorang, ada dua jln mnju kejayaan. Jalan singkat (shortcut) dan jalan jauh (longcut? hahaha). yg pasti, destinasi dua2 jln ni, sama. SUCCESS! :D

okay, di sini, saya, Fairuz Syafiqah, ingin mohon restu, berkat, daripada rakan2 dan guru2, doakan kejayaan saya, serta rakan2 sperjuangan saya. kalu ada silap, harap maafkan. Ya Allah, berikan kami keberkataan dan keredhaanMu. sesungguhnya, Kejayaan terletak di tanganMu. Amin. Semoga berjaya 1994-ians! :D

p/s= CONGRATULATIONS SENIORS FOR YOUR RESULTS AND SUCCESS IN STPM! :D

Gambar tak kena-mengena dgn yang hidup, or yg dah meninggal dunia, people.


2012 :)

assalamualaikum guys.

Sebelum saya bermula, saya pemilik blog ini ingin mengucapkan HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012! Yeah I know I'm 2 days late.so goodbye 2011, going to miss you. SERIOUS!

Jap, why do I seriously MISS 2011? okay here are some highlights fr 2011. hope u guys enjoy them and some might be just the same on why u'll be going to miss 2011, deadly. hahaha. *trust on me, U will be* XP

- 2011-

* First time ever travelling with bus to KK.
* First time ever flying to KL with FRIENDS, no FAMILY, but FRIENDS.
* experienced as a SPM candidate.
* Lst year celebrating teacher's day, and of coz;
* Last year studying in SMKKJ, the best school ever.

so, as I wrote the highlights in 2011, I would like to write down my resolutions for 2012.

- 2012-

* Be a good daughter to my parents, good sister to my sisters and brother, good friend to my friends, and a good student to my teachers (soon).
* more obedient to my parents, and Allah.
* confident; as I'm growing and going to experience more challenges next, i'll never give up easily, make it until it works!
* believe that everything come from Allah; He knows the best, He'll give me everything He wanted to. I do believe success and affliction come from Him. He knows the best for me.

and the rests, I'll keep it secret :P

So, a new year begins. and I hope that all of us will gain success and happy with our life. so thats it! will be writing as lot as I can for this blog. hope to write more posts soon. InsyaAllah. kbye! Assalam~

**FySmfXoXo**

Thankful.

Assalamualaikum guys.

one step before merdeka. but before that, here I want to share u a story. not a story but kindda whats happened on me last monday after I fetch my mum at the airport from KL. okay, on our way to Kunak, we stop by a small surau to perform our solat Maghrib. when I enter the surau, I saw a small girl, or i guess as a baby? laying on a small comforter. I thought she is adorable and healthy, but this what I saw next.

I'm so thankful to Allah for giving me a good health when I saw her with a long tube inserted into her nose. she is so thin and small and now she's suffering from a disease which I don't know what. her chest are just like expanding all the time. I tried to ask her mother but I just don't have an enough energy to ask. the baby is just like looking up on the roof and can't smile and laugh! nothing that I can do at that time except praying for her and staring at her with sympathy. In my heart what I'm just like "she is so small! she has a long journey to go!"

when I looked at myself, I'm just, "what is wrong with me? why before this im just have the feeling like 'this is not enough', this is should be more!" Ya Allah I feel bad. bad and so bad! it become worst when she started crying and all that I can see is she is in a big pain and feel so uncomfortable with the tube, but so bad she need that so she can breath well.

Guys, we should thankful for what we have. I know that nothing perfect in this whole wide world but remember, there are still people who are less fortunate and suffering from so many disease and cant live well. kan? so guys, Allah knows the bst for each of us. be thankful and grateful. take a lesson :)

Alhamdulillah, I have a good health, and I can fulfill my dream.

Sijil Pinangan Masuk.

Assalamualaikum, heyyo!

hey guys. It has been awhile since i did not update my blog. so what's on my mind? It is The SPM. have been through it for 4days. haha feel like Im sick because "have been through it". got 6 more papers to go so Im still not in a merdeka mode all the way. but luckily still got the chance to drop by and just write something on this dusty-dust blog. haha!

anyway guys. I think the 5 papers I've been through was tough enough but still like a piece of cake. haha no really. I have done my best and now hoping for the best! uurghh what else to say. owh yeah experiencing this big exam is quietly shaking me so bad but I've get use to be with it. however, more harder subjects coming. and im quite nervous.

so yeah hope you guys enjoy ur holidays and to the 94's and STPM's students may u do ur best. im kindda lazy to make reference but still i have to! dah namanya Sijil Pinangan Masuk. #LOL. okay bye~

*fysmfXoXo*

life. and SECOND CHANCE.

Assalamualaikum, hyee everybody.

had been thinking about LIFE. life, means the moment or quality which every living things have before dead. however, each person, has it's own life. is it? someone which has a sad life, a happy life, an useless life, a busy life, a freak life, and whatever so on. sometimes, there are some of them which are desperate in searching their life. u know, FUTURE. having family, having job, having kids, and sometimes, do nothing!

and of course, if we are talking about life, there must be someone. life doesn't mean anything with the one you love. parents, sisters, brothers, friends. they are the colors in your life. and without them, we are nothing. haha, and also backstabbers, copycats, someone u hate, vice versa. they are all mean something to you.

now, what the heck with SECOND CHANCE?
  • chance to re-built your future?
  • chance to say ILOVEU?
  • chance to correct ur mistakes?
  • blablabla~
well, from my point of view, my life, as a student, is only one thing. to achieve on what should I do next, for my future. despite of sitting at home and do nothing. I should learn so many things, and ask for someone's opinion and helps! second chances? test, trial, excel, everything! when U failed, u should try it again! go for it! ...before the SPM starts lah kan? =.='' - every students want to be what they want. a pilot, engineer, businessman, dentist, and most common jobs: teacher, and doctor. but, from years to years, I had see nothing! plenty of them, stayed at home. and be a teacher. find a job at the supermarket. for real. haishhh. I am so scared. please, I dont want this happens to me! tolonglah~~~~

many of us are not appreciating "second chances", they just do not realize the importance of second chances in changing ur life. to a BETTER one! wasting time, do nothing, chillexxxxx ah! owh mann, nonsense! move move move! so u could get what u should have! go and deserve it! future, and LIFE, once u get it, dont throw it. fill it up with the one u love. what u want to be. what u want to say. and, as a muslim, Ibadah is something u cant forget okayy? be 50/50. be a workaholic, and solatholic.

nowadays, materialistic. u know, things, technologies, gadgets, so whatever. until they forgot the one they love at home. until one moment, when they gone. and what u can do at that time is cry, and blame yourself. there is no more second chances! appreciate the one u love if they are still around u. death is a sure.

do not waste your LIFE. because U could only get it once in your life.

*fysmfXoXo*