It's exam time!

Assalamualaikum. hey guys. for such a long time, I haven't post anything in my blog. At first, trying to publish a new post every Sunday. However, I cant. so sorry. such a few hectic months for me but still I can manage myself to keep organized and prepared. Even though Im not well prepared.. T^T

Owh ya, The exam, STPM Penggal 1, has already started this morning. And yeah, as what I said on my Facebook, it was not a good start for me.. however, I keep myself reminded about having faith on Allah, on what He has fated for me. Tawakal. I have struggled to face the exam, and InsyaAllah Allah will grant me something nicer on what I have working on. InsyaAllah.

Okay, jadi orang melayu balik. before masuk dewan peperiksaan, x stop ucap selawat ke atas Nabi Muhaammad SAW.. pastu, sentiasa niat kat dalam hati "Rabbi Yassi wala tu'assir". Maksudnya, "Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusanku, permudahkanlah jangan Engkau sulitkan". 

ULASAN : Pagi tadi paper Pengajian Am. huishhh hectic gilaaaaaaa. 15 minutes before the exam ends, konsentrasi calon peperiksaan sedikit terganggu kerana the pengawas peperiksaan mintak kitorang semua pay attention on them on how to organize the papers. and we have to write no. IC and angka giliran for how many times. such a waste of time lah kat situ. ;(

KEBERKATAN ITU PENTING! :)

tak kisah lah kalau 4flt, tapi hasil daripada perbincangan dan penipuan. kan? Berkat Allah itu penting. Mungkin kesannya bukan hari ini, tapi pasti pada masa akan datang.. :)

Overall.. okay lah.. walaupun persediaan xmembanggakan, at least aku dah cuba. 1 down, 3 more to go. doakan kelancaran kami dalam menjawab. dijauhi daripada segala musibah, and pray for our success in this semester. insyaAllah. :) 

**fysmfXoXo**

Koko

While visiting my family at Ranngu, Tawau. could see so many coco trees around. My brother plucked this because my aunt told so we could test the original taste of coco fruit. but he plucked the unripe one. T^T

focal length: 75.0mm (35mm equivalent: 112mm) | 1/160s | f/5.3 | ISO: -

payung | lompat tinggi

Taken while visiting my family at Ranggu, Tawau for Eid.

It's my sister, Ainaa in this picture. I asked her to jump with the umbrella and she did it really well.

focal length: 26.0mm (35mm equivalent: 39mm) | 1/250s | f/4.0 | ISO: 350

sayap | cahaya

This picture taken when my family and I were on a flight to Tawau. While waiting for iftar, I grabbed the chance to snap this picture which is really great. The lining of the orange light (which produced by the sunset ) was so great! Subhanallah! :)

focal length: 22.0mm (35mm equivalent: 33mm) | 1/40s | f/3.8 | ISO: 400

No trolley.

Taken at LCCT.

focal length: 105.0mm (35mm equivalent: 157mm) | 1/20s | f/5.6 | ISO: 1250

Masjid-sunset.

Taken at Tawau.

focal length: 105.0mm (35mm equivalent: 157mm) | 1/400s | f/16.0 | ISO: 500

-MADU vs HEMPEDU- and RANDOM.

Assalamualaikum. hey guys. thinking of making new post every day, mmg tak tercapai dek akal lah. so, I'm thinking of making new post every sunday. kiranya the end of the whole week. so I can roll all the good things happened to me into one post. kan? I think lebih organized. coz hey, I love things being organized rather than unorganized. :D


So, lets start. Eh, I've started just now --' MADU VS HEMPEDU. naaa, dont get excited, or blur, or whatever. it is just, recently, I fell in love with a malay quotes, and still im in love with it. "TIADA KEJAYAAN SEMANIS MADU TANPA USAHA SEPAHIT HEMPEDU". best kan? Well actually kata-kata ni kitorang buat kat kelas. It just really inspired us as a student yang belajar in the class. 


IF you just nak main-main with pelajaran and got no usaha yang orang cakap aw-kaw, mmg sepahit hempedu akhirnya, hasilnya. sbb usahanya manis-manis sahaja. I just realised that being a person with semangat and prinsip memang akan berjaya dalam hidup. and Im on my way to be one. InsyaAllah..


Memang banyak bukti lah aku tengok especially those yang memang berjaya. especially in big exams. tak yah nak gi jauh-jauh. kawan sekelas aku, Rafie. scored 8As for PMR and 10As for SPM. memang tengok kat sekolah kuat main, gila-gila. but cuba tengok dya kat rumah. mak aih rajin! i berani cakap becoz once I g umah dya temankan mak jahit baju kat situ. suddenly I found him dekat depan TV. TETAPI, buku kat depan dya belambak. I dont know lah hari lain mcm mna bcoz I caught him masa hari2 SPM. so no wonder. but dya mmg pandai. I tabik!

Satu orang lagi, Hafiz. Cek lah FB dya. post hari-hari tazkirah bagai. tapi memang positive one punya tazkirah lah. tak macam aku, mengutuk je koja. dya ni Straight As punya budak. SPM je tak straight A. dya scored STRAIGHT A PLUS. *jeles* --' aku selalu ingat dya post benda ni:

FB: Mohd Hafiz Hadi.

U see? see? memang kena lari dari zon selesa. Jangan jadi mcm aku. Balik dari sekolah dok terbongkang atas katil. menghadap laptop. tak sedarkan diri. LOL. aku bukan budak pandai. but at least usaha tu penting. umm, nih peringatan untuk aku. okay?

Tak nafikan, kalu usaha cincai, result pun cincai. tengok aku je lah. xyah nak g jauh2. hehe. --'

so thats all. harap boleh dijadikan teladn sikit2. daripada tak da langsung. sampai sini sahaja. so meet U on the next Sunday? InsyaAllah. Bye. Belajar rajin-rajin ;)

Eh! Some of our pictures as a lower six and as a urusetia during 2012 SMKKJ kawad kaki dan formasi competition. :)

dah bye ;) kerja rumah aku!!!

=FyZey=

The path written for me. By Him. :')

Assalamualaikum. Hye.


It's been a while. okay, a boring start. Proudly present a new post and wholly written on a new lappy. A present from my dearrry mom. thanks mom. okay, now the start lebih cool than usual. 


It is 6 June 2012. I started writing this post at 10.41pm. In my room. Dengan keadaan nak sangat tidur. But, tidur for me, this time, seems boring. I need something to feel my boring time. Blogging, dah lama tak tulis idea karut kat sini. so Hello Im here for mengarut. DO FORGIVE if terkasar bahasa. 


This is my story.........


On 22 March 2012, at 6. I woke up. dengan sendirinya. Hati macam nak meletup! That day, SPM RESULT. Skit lutut sendi jantung perut semua datang. except ketenangan. Also, dan warning kat parents malam before the day supaya tak payah nak ambil tahu from kawan2 yang kat PPD about my result. -At 10. Phone rang. Mom on the screen. "Helo?" Me said. "Along dah tau result?" Mom said. "Ma dah tahu? apa kak long dapat?". "hmmm, along g tengok sndiri lah kat sekolah". "Ma gtau lah, so tak terkejut sgt nnt. tak pengsan". "hmmm not bad, 5A. But you got 2D". I cried. For two reasons. Reason yang pertama, Got 5A. I reached my target. Reason number 2, 2D. Tak credit. SC subjects, both. Puan Chemistry dan Encik Biology. Padan muka aku, aku memang benci dengan bio. Aku buat selamba dengan Chemistry.


I walked to school. Near school gate. Phone rang, lagi. On the screen, "Sharek". "Helo?" Me said. "Fai, kau di mana? Fai, kau jak dapat A BI!". Sharek directly said the sentence. "HUH?" Terus end the call. On the way to Pejabat Am, Sharek ran to me. I ran to her. We hugged. Lompatlompat. Suara mcm nak jerit. sebab kami capai target. our 5A yang maybe sgt sikit atau lemh for budkbudak yang lebih high mindanya. lebih pintar. Jalan jumpa Ustazah. Aku salam Ustazah. Ustazah suddenly peluk me. "Tahniah, agama dapat A". Me just, :O Tak pernahpernh dpt A mahupun B+ mahupun B agama kalau test. Paling baik C. I never target my agama for an A- sekalipun. 


Terus tengok result. First impression, Addmath. Rasa nak nangis. I scored B. Before this E pun susah nak dapat. Jumpa teacher Irene. Salam dia. Tanya about EST. "B+ sahaja". Aku senyum. Dalam hati, dunia ni macam nak terbelah dua. It just need lagi sikit effort, for at least A-. I sat. Call mum. Told about Addmath dan semuasemua subjects. Tengok Tasawur, B+ jugak. hampeh. 


Guys, bukan nak show-off aku dpt berapa, but this is what I got. A for SEJARAH, BAHASA MELAYU, PENDIDIKAN ISLAM. A- for ENGLISH and MATHEMATICS. B+ for TASAWWUR ISLAM and ENGLISH FOR SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY. B for ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS. C+ for PHYSICS. D for CHEMISTRY and BIOLOGY.


Stop about what happened at school and after then.


In April, 2012. 7am. Merlimau, Melaka. Phone kept receiving msgs. KBOMM from friends. Talking about getting Matriculation Offer. I check. One msg received. "Harap Maaf, anda tidak berjaya bla..bla..bla.." And I did feel nothing. I'm still okay because I'm in my vacation. After how many weeks I forgot, I told my cousin to check my Maktab Result. DUKACITA. I cried. A lot. Parents disappointed. In May, 2012. Tawau. Jalan nak gi Bank Rakyat. Waiting for UPU msg me. Bout my UPU offer. dapat ke tak. Call kawan. Cek. Suh jgn ckp lagi. Dah tarik nafas, then, "Fai, dukacita". Ended phone call. Cried dpn parents. Mental time tu, : I HATE FORM 6! NO FORM 6 FOR ME!


8 May 2012. Kunak. First day of form 6. Mental kurang baik. Macam nak nagis je kerja. Fikiran entah ke mana. dalam otak, satu je benda. I hve no friends kat sekolah nnt. Sharmilah tak da. Apa cikgu cakap nnt kalau tengok aku kat form 6. Apa kwn2 kelas lain cakap. Hati resah. 9AM. Jalan gi sekolah dgn Mel and Kuyen. Aaaaaaa! Urus tu urus ni. Jumpa budak baru.suasana baru.new subjects.new me. Pra-U. well, form 6 COOL. Baru tersedar. School life mmg awesome. Tak da lah low. Setaraf A-level. Hati terpujuk sikit, demi sedikit, sedikit lagi. And now, My heart is fully terpujuk. Alhamdulillah.


I do REDHA with what Allah gave me. I do BELIEVE that He already fated me something great. But, masa je BELUM TIBA.Alhamdulillah, today, tmorrow, yesterday, aku mampu TERSENYUM. Indahnya ketentuan Allah. Perjalanan hidup yng ditentukanNya. Syukur. Thankful.


Aku redha dengan apa yang Allah bagi. Aku YAKIN. :')


Esok, RAYUAN MATRIKULASI keluar. Kalau dapat, Alhamdulillah. Kalau tak, Rezeki aku kat tempat lain. Form 6, MAYBE? Doakan yang terbaik for me, for my friends. For our future undertakings. for our future success. Our iman yang strong. Our hati yang tabah. Our DIRI yang tak lupa jasa ibubapa,kawan,guru, and, Allah.


Fai, 11.36pm. 

Sharmilah, a short post for her.

This is what we used to be. Together no matter what happens. 7 of us are on their way to KML. I am happy for them, for their dream being reality. For their achievements  after so many hardships.


Shar, She gave us a boat shaped letter. However, mine is the biggest among the other boats. I wonder why. And now I know, she really loves and cares as a sister to me. She used to sit besides me in class. and now, it is different. what I hoped after I turn my head, is to see her face, her smile, her words, silly words. and now, they disappear. I know she is the best. Shar, u r the best. I f I could ever reply your letter, it would be one day. 


Sharmilah Abbas, her name. She is shorter than me. and she is popular with her shortness. She know how to treat people well. so well! Even im so glad to have her as my friend. since   primary school, to secondary school, till now. she never changed to be herself. She is so strong. she let herself cries, so people around her can live well, happy,and whatever. 


Shar, YOU ARE AMAZING. amazing. I love you. I miss you. I want to hug you. I want to talk to you. Hope to see you soon. very soon. InsyaAllah.

Good Luck 1994-ians :)

Assalamualaikum. Hye you guys.

Baru berkesempatan dan datang mood untuk menulis sumthing simple kat blog ni. for those who have time and feel free to read my post here, A VERY BIG THANKS from me :DD Okay, lesen dah settle. Im a P holder. then, dgn excited aku duk umah, jdi bambong berjaya! Siyes jeles jugak tahu yg ramai kengkawan bekerja dan ada yg membantu ibubapa jual-jualan. ada jugak yg gain pengalaman jadi guru dan cashier di beberapa kedai ternama di daerah aku. Ada yg mnghadap laptop dan melayan muka buku yg tak seberapa nak muka meluahkan perasaan. Dan mereka2 yg menggelapkan kulit mereka di latihan PLKN yang sudah berakhir dgn jayanya. tahniah wira dan wirawati PLKN negara kumpulan 1 siri 9/2012! Juga kepada mereka yg akan masuk kem PLKN tak lama lagi. for sure untuk those yg terpilih masuk dlm kump 2 and 3.

I tulis post ni hari isnin, malam selasa. Esok dah selasa. lusa dah rabu. pejam celik pejam celik mcm baru semalam je habis paper EST. Angan dan sedar lusa dan kena ambil result. konfem aku tipu kalu aku ckp tak takut. aku siyesly takut. takut yang result tak berapa nak memuaskan. tambah2 lagi aku merupakan kakak sulung di klngan adik-beradik aku. I know yg aku merupkan harapan parents untuk bagi contoh kat adik2 aku. to success and have a brighter future for sure. siyesly dua tiga menjak ni aku dah tak leh tido dgn aman, mkn dgn kenyang, dan yg pasti aku mandi dgn basah kuyup. okay merapu. - Setiap mlm b4 lelap msti terbayang2 the day ambil result and mcm mna gred kat result tu.

kalu b4 lelap je tbayang result tu mcm mna tak

pe. ni smpai bwk ke dlm mimpi. ohmyyy. tak nak mention lah berapa A aku dpt dlm mimpi tu. tapi klu boleh, aku nak result yg aku dpt dlm mimpi tu, JADI KENYATAAN. kdg ada jugak merapu mintak Allah tunjukkan rsult dlm mimpi. tp tak menjadi. hahahahaha. ngong betul! Itu satu, dgn luahan yg aku baca kat FB lagi, phewwww, aku makin takut oo!

So, ni pandangan yg aku nak share sikit. Kita ada Allah, Dia tolong kita susah dan senang. Allah sentiasa berada di sisi kita. Allah kan Maha Penyayang. Umm, saya sendiri tak letak target. berapa A, B, dan sbgainya. Yang terbaik cukup memadai. Klau dpt result best, tahniah! kita bertuah dan layak. kalu dpt result cukup mkn, tahniah jugak lah. sbb at least kita tak gagal, smpai tak leh nak mkn. hahaha. Ingat satu perkara- Result hebat tak semestinya kita pandai, result tak hebat tak semestinya kita bodoh. Segala2nya terl

etak di tgn Allah, nak bagi kita dpt result yg mcm mna. :)

tak masuk hari ni, 1 hari lagi. bnykkan berdoa, solat hajat suma. InsyaAllah, Allah akan beri kita yang TERBAIK :D redha dgn ketentuan. redha dgn pemberianNya. InsyaAllah. pas dah dpt result, boleh plan nak smbung mna. for those yg dpt tawaran bagus punya, tahniah. bagi yg tak, jgn risau. dlm khidupan seseorang, ada dua jln mnju kejayaan. Jalan singkat (shortcut) dan jalan jauh (longcut? hahaha). yg pasti, destinasi dua2 jln ni, sama. SUCCESS! :D

okay, di sini, saya, Fairuz Syafiqah, ingin mohon restu, berkat, daripada rakan2 dan guru2, doakan kejayaan saya, serta rakan2 sperjuangan saya. kalu ada silap, harap maafkan. Ya Allah, berikan kami keberkataan dan keredhaanMu. sesungguhnya, Kejayaan terletak di tanganMu. Amin. Semoga berjaya 1994-ians! :D

p/s= CONGRATULATIONS SENIORS FOR YOUR RESULTS AND SUCCESS IN STPM! :D

Gambar tak kena-mengena dgn yang hidup, or yg dah meninggal dunia, people.

2012 :)

assalamualaikum guys.

Sebelum saya bermula, saya pemilik blog ini ingin mengucapkan HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012! Yeah I know I'm 2 days late.so goodbye 2011, going to miss you. SERIOUS!

Jap, why do I seriously MISS 2011? okay here are some highlights fr 2011. hope u guys enjoy them and some might be just the same on why u'll be going to miss 2011, deadly. hahaha. *trust on me, U will be* XP

- 2011-

* First time ever travelling with bus to KK.
* First time ever flying to KL with FRIENDS, no FAMILY, but FRIENDS.
* experienced as a SPM candidate.
* Lst year celebrating teacher's day, and of coz;
* Last year studying in SMKKJ, the best school ever.

so, as I wrote the highlights in 2011, I would like to write down my resolutions for 2012.

- 2012-

* Be a good daughter to my parents, good sister to my sisters and brother, good friend to my friends, and a good student to my teachers (soon).
* more obedient to my parents, and Allah.
* confident; as I'm growing and going to experience more challenges next, i'll never give up easily, make it until it works!
* believe that everything come from Allah; He knows the best, He'll give me everything He wanted to. I do believe success and affliction come from Him. He knows the best for me.

and the rests, I'll keep it secret :P

So, a new year begins. and I hope that all of us will gain success and happy with our life. so thats it! will be writing as lot as I can for this blog. hope to write more posts soon. InsyaAllah. kbye! Assalam~

**FySmfXoXo**

Thankful.

Assalamualaikum guys.

one step before merdeka. but before that, here I want to share u a story. not a story but kindda whats happened on me last monday after I fetch my mum at the airport from KL. okay, on our way to Kunak, we stop by a small surau to perform our solat Maghrib. when I enter the surau, I saw a small girl, or i guess as a baby? laying on a small comforter. I thought she is adorable and healthy, but this what I saw next.

I'm so thankful to Allah for giving me a good health when I saw her with a long tube inserted into her nose. she is so thin and small and now she's suffering from a disease which I don't know what. her chest are just like expanding all the time. I tried to ask her mother but I just don't have an enough energy to ask. the baby is just like looking up on the roof and can't smile and laugh! nothing that I can do at that time except praying for her and staring at her with sympathy. In my heart what I'm just like "she is so small! she has a long journey to go!"

when I looked at myself, I'm just, "what is wrong with me? why before this im just have the feeling like 'this is not enough', this is should be more!" Ya Allah I feel bad. bad and so bad! it become worst when she started crying and all that I can see is she is in a big pain and feel so uncomfortable with the tube, but so bad she need that so she can breath well.

Guys, we should thankful for what we have. I know that nothing perfect in this whole wide world but remember, there are still people who are less fortunate and suffering from so many disease and cant live well. kan? so guys, Allah knows the bst for each of us. be thankful and grateful. take a lesson :)

Alhamdulillah, I have a good health, and I can fulfill my dream.

Sijil Pinangan Masuk.

Assalamualaikum, heyyo!

hey guys. It has been awhile since i did not update my blog. so what's on my mind? It is The SPM. have been through it for 4days. haha feel like Im sick because "have been through it". got 6 more papers to go so Im still not in a merdeka mode all the way. but luckily still got the chance to drop by and just write something on this dusty-dust blog. haha!

anyway guys. I think the 5 papers I've been through was tough enough but still like a piece of cake. haha no really. I have done my best and now hoping for the best! uurghh what else to say. owh yeah experiencing this big exam is quietly shaking me so bad but I've get use to be with it. however, more harder subjects coming. and im quite nervous.

so yeah hope you guys enjoy ur holidays and to the 94's and STPM's students may u do ur best. im kindda lazy to make reference but still i have to! dah namanya Sijil Pinangan Masuk. #LOL. okay bye~

*fysmfXoXo*

life. and SECOND CHANCE.

Assalamualaikum, hyee everybody.

had been thinking about LIFE. life, means the moment or quality which every living things have before dead. however, each person, has it's own life. is it? someone which has a sad life, a happy life, an useless life, a busy life, a freak life, and whatever so on. sometimes, there are some of them which are desperate in searching their life. u know, FUTURE. having family, having job, having kids, and sometimes, do nothing!

and of course, if we are talking about life, there must be someone. life doesn't mean anything with the one you love. parents, sisters, brothers, friends. they are the colors in your life. and without them, we are nothing. haha, and also backstabbers, copycats, someone u hate, vice versa. they are all mean something to you.

now, what the heck with SECOND CHANCE?

• chance to re-built your future?
• chance to say ILOVEU?
• chance to correct ur mistakes?
• blablabla~

well, from my point of view, my life, as a student, is only one thing. to achieve on what should I do next, for my future. despite of sitting at home and do nothing. I should learn so many things, and ask for someone's opinion and helps! second chances? test, trial, excel, everything! when U failed, u should try it again! go for it! ...before the SPM starts lah kan? =.='' - every students want to be what they want. a pilot, engineer, businessman, dentist, and most common jobs: teacher, and doctor. but, from years to years, I had see nothing! plenty of them, stayed at home. and be a teacher. find a job at the supermarket. for real. haishhh. I am so scared. please, I dont want this happens to me! tolonglah~~~~

many of us are not appreciating "second chances", they just do not realize the importance of second chances in changing ur life. to a BETTER one! wasting time, do nothing, chillexxxxx ah! owh mann, nonsense! move move move! so u could get what u should have! go and deserve it! future, and LIFE, once u get it, dont throw it. fill it up with the one u love. what u want to be. what u want to say. and, as a muslim, Ibadah is something u cant forget okayy? be 50/50. be a workaholic, and solatholic.

nowadays, materialistic. u know, things, technologies, gadgets, so whatever. until they forgot the one they love at home. until one moment, when they gone. and what u can do at that time is cry, and blame yourself. there is no more second chances! appreciate the one u love if they are still around u. death is a sure.

do not waste your LIFE. because U could only get it once in your life.

*fysmfXoXo*

mulut BERbicara.

Assalamualaikum, hello~

SEDAR ATAU TAK?

TAK SEDAR?

PURA-PURA TAK SEDAR?

dont care about it. U might get sick with my post. u might say "eleh, ko tau apa!" or "nak kenakan aku lah ni". sorry, this post is not related kat sape2 pun. BUT, sape terasa, saya minta maaf. mybe we should look at the mirror, and take this as a lesson lah kan. be open you guys.

from the bottom of my heart, best to express here, about something yang we look as benda simple but totally annoying my view. BUT WHAT IS IT? okay okay, it is about, our "MULUT YANG BERBICARA". if u guys realize, nowadays, the teenagers, or even the adults always express their feelings through FB, twitter, myspace. I've see it with my own eyes. approximately about 2 over 4 people do the same thing. which I think so annoying and crap.

once, I had make the same thing, which is "meluah ngan FB". poor Fb, we should use the technology or even this social website for connecting peoples, friends, families, or even a new pal! but, express ur feelings through it? again, it is so annoying. if u express ur feelings right on the person who make u mad, or make u sad, or so on, thats okay. because u are totally straight to the point/person. unfortunately, using the inappropriate words *dont have to mention here lah kan, sume dah tau*, and even u are writing the post without mentioning to who are u talking to, from my thought lah kan, SAH-SAH nak dpt a big number of LIKES and COMMENTS je.

tu dah satu hal, kalu benda tu dah jadi mcm ni: *I write ikut step, so senang nak phm.

1. you write the "meluah perasaan" post on ur FB or any page wall.
2. so many people like and comment ur status.
3. suddenly, someone terasa!
4. the war begin.

do you understand the WAR word? gaduh lah. actually, the person who write the post mmg tau nak tujukan the post to someone, tapi saja, for publicity, saje tak mention the "mangsa"'s name. then, when the "mangsa" read the post, dya start terasa. ngam2 plak dorang ni dah ada problem and something wrong kan, memulakan lah muqaddimahnya. the "mangsa" might say "eleh, mulut jak berckp. jumpa dpn2 lah. ckp kat sni buat apa!" or something like that. etc etc! then, yg tulis post reply the comment, until the war libatkan org yg innocent such as parents, and sometimes friends, and yg ada bf and gf pun dorang libatkan. sgt tak senonoh. aite?

alas, no one realize. try to settle the problem using an appropriate way. better. kan? better than talking like a perfect person without doubt and sins, tak tahu malu lah jwbnya. so, take my post as a logic thinking, bukan nak kutuk2 or maki2 org lain. siyes, I'm not relating someone right here. totally NO ONE!

p/s: Im sorry if u get hurt with my post. u might get terasa. but, it is ur own problem. sakit hati? istighfar bnyk2. furious? I'm sure u are the person.. not who am I talking about, but DO what am I talking about. got the differences? phm kan? hehe!

thats it, thats it. nak packing2 balik kampung! FRIDAY getting closer yeahh! >.<'' so byebye!

*fysmfXoXo*

Last 10 days of RAMADHAN :)

Assalamualaikum, good morning.

early in the morning, get up, packing, and sit. ONLINE ahh~ btw, the EXCEL is almost done. aishh. WORST!

okay, back to the topic. it is the last TEN DAYS of Ramadhan. MasyaAllah, the time run so fast. It is time for all the muslims to pray more, read Quran more, and one thing I have been waiting for, the Lailatul Qadar night. I have no idea when the Lailatul Qadar happen is, but, one way to get the most best night to pray, **berdoa dan beramallah sepanjang 10 malam terakhir Ramadhan**. at least, InsyaAllah, manalah tahu kan, U'll pray and perform ur solat sunnat on one of the last ten night, and one of them are Lailatul Qadar. and remember, it is not just about the Lailatul Qadar, but it is also about the blessings from Allah S.W.T. :)

first step first, KEM IBADAH. so glad could join this. it is not just about a camp, but it is also about learning something new, and to rectify our mistakes in performing our ibadah. InsyaAllah, Allah permudahkan semuanya~ :D

okaaay, have to go! one more day to eat the papers, haha, no lah, answering the papers, and all done. I mean, the EXCEL done. but not for the SPM. haishhh, getting closer mann! after that, the marks. *I DONT KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE MY FEELINGS*. Im totally freak out. okay then, byebye!

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EXCEL 2 :)

Assalamualaikum, heyyy :D

talking about excel, Im so tired, plus with the so many papers, and the hard questions, and Thanks to Allah, fasting doesn't give me any problem! yeay. the excel ends on the coming monday. hurry! I wanna make some preparation for balik kampung. and talking about balik kampung, it is on 26th August, and I can't wait! because I miss my family damn much.

and of coz, I really scared of my marks. If I had one wish, can I just ask the government to allow us sit for exam and dont have to take the results? kalu flying colours tadi tu takpe ahh, ni dah mcm tah ape2 daaa. it alright to get 5As or more, but with so many G's? how come!! >.<''

plus, I'm hoping that I can achieve my target. what is it? shh, I can't tell you. SECRET OKAYY! *apesal aku gedik nih? =.='' wait wai, later I tell you :)

dah dah, the test is still on, and tomorrow, CHEMISTRY PAPER 2 AND 3. chezzee! I hope I can try my best. goodluck! :D

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realised =.=''

Assalamualaikum, umm, i've realised.

realised. realised. realised.

first, I'm so sad of myself. why I'm not realised about this before? hell, I hate myself. it is four months before the SPM, and I still relax. I sleep more than enough, and I'm just not scared. I'm acting as a smart girl, but I'm not. for sure. I'm totally not a smart girl, and I have realize it for many times.

IT IS JUST ME, YANG TAKNAK BERUBAH.

haishh, for many times I had promise myself, but I broke the promises. hell, what is happening to me? naaa, Im not asking u, Im asking myself. Subhanallah. :(

yesterday, a teacher said when we were on an answering technique lecture for addmath, and he said: 4months is enough for making revision, and if u dare, u should sacrify ur sleep time to study, because at this time, it is not last minute. this is different. and u should use ur time wisely. YES, what he said is so true! and I admit it, Im so lazy! waaaaaaaaaa XD

pray for me, pray for me, InyaAllah!

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Soul and HEART.

Assalamualaikum. thinking about something that might be good to express here.

still remember this post? : I MISS THEM :( *click on the title, if you haven't read it. Okay. It has been almost 5months due to our separation. ouwhh goshh it feels hurt so much!! >.<'''''' I can't describe how am I feel right now, because it is soo deeeppp! through my heart.

the song we sang together, the place we hang together, the shops we shopped together, and everything! I might not be your best, but I tried to be your special one. 3 years is not enough for us to know better each other, but as you can see, I tried to know you.

the awkward moment when I went for something *shop, hang, etc, and you are not there. AT ALL. it feels different. it feels so lonely since you are not here.

one less lonely girl. Elin, if you read this, that song we sing while we were at kudat aite? you know what, I am not Beliebers, but I heart that song. because it reminds me of you, sweet.

I wish I could see you all again! the 1week we have spent at KL was not enough! 1 year is not enough! I am waiting for that time. I am waiting. RAYA? after the SPM? I am waiting.

waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, balalalallaalalalala~~~~ =.=''' and I think this post is not too good for me to express my feelings, because it is still staying in my deepest heart. and it won't go.

I MISS YOU.

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July in RANDOM :)

Assalamualaikum, hello everybody.

It has been a while, since I did not do anything for this blog. but, before that, I would like to give a BIG THANKS to : adik sweet Nurina:)

for her kindness in updating this blog. *kalau takdak dya, berhabuk lah blog aku nih =.='' btw, the blog looks even nicer lah now aite? me likey :) and, I have promised her to make a single cover (as a reward/ or should I say present for her kindness? err.) but I still, dont know what song should I go for the cover!! I am really sorry for the song I would take for the cover okaay. why? because I will and exactly going to break it to a remix-style-with-no-attitude-like-a-certified-singer. or, should I conclude it into: Im gonna broke the song!! >.<'' haha.

okay. hectic with that, in July, my school has organized "bulan bahasa". lots of competitions were held, and I've join itthem also! mostly, the competition I've joined were English competitions. not mostly, but all of them! haha. maybe because I like, not, I love english. yeaahh XD and these are the competitions I have joined : Spell It Right (number3), Public Speaking (number2), and English Parliamentary Debate. and this morning, my teacher told me and my friends that my group are going to FINAL! and I have no chance to present as the GOVERNMENT team. all the paper I drew was OPPOSITION! >.<''' huh! InsyaAllah, we can do it!

also, July monthly Test had been held. the test ended this morning. I dont feel great about that, because it reaminds me more about SPM. *sigh* I need lots of motivation now, from everybody. to keeep my spirits ON! yeah. and, I'm so happy and glad, because my mathematics' sir had check our paper, and I got A+! 96%, not bad lah kan? but, I am not satisfied that much because my target was 100%. I should thankful for what I get. yeah, Alhamdulillah.

In this July also, my school had organized "PERKHEMAHAN PERDANA", with the theme of "SATU HATI". i think the theme was quite good, because, we are getting SATU HATI. and Im satisfied a lot when we grab the FIRST PRIZE for the kawad Competition back from Pengakap. hahaha XP me, and sharmilah, satisfied a lot. SATISFIED wehh! :) thank you to all. and, I should say this: i love my junior :D and im chosen for the english ULBS, met the Pn.Pentaksir. my thought was: I have done a great job. I had answer their question well, and, SATISFIED lagi :D

hahahaha, I wrote too much sudah! well, it is time for me to go, I mean, to continue my works. so many preparations for SPM to do. and, to all SPM-ers, please, who have ASTRO, please tune into TUTOR TV for SPM now! it will help you in certain subject, especially : Sejarah, BM, BI, SC. thats all for now. bye! feeAmanallah!

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