realised =.=''

Assalamualaikum, umm, i've realised.

realised. realised. realised.

first, I'm so sad of myself. why I'm not realised about this before? hell, I hate myself. it is four months before the SPM, and I still relax. I sleep more than enough, and I'm just not scared. I'm acting as a smart girl, but I'm not. for sure. I'm totally not a smart girl, and I have realize it for many times.

IT IS JUST ME, YANG TAKNAK BERUBAH.

haishh, for many times I had promise myself, but I broke the promises. hell, what is happening to me? naaa, Im not asking u, Im asking myself. Subhanallah. :(

yesterday, a teacher said when we were on an answering technique lecture for addmath, and he said: 4months is enough for making revision, and if u dare, u should sacrify ur sleep time to study, because at this time, it is not last minute. this is different. and u should use ur time wisely. YES, what he said is so true! and I admit it, Im so lazy! waaaaaaaaaa XD

pray for me, pray for me, InyaAllah!

*fySmfXoXo*

Soul and HEART.

Assalamualaikum. thinking about something that might be good to express here.

still remember this post? : I MISS THEM :( *click on the title, if you haven't read it. Okay. It has been almost 5months due to our separation. ouwhh goshh it feels hurt so much!! >.<'''''' I can't describe how am I feel right now, because it is soo deeeppp! through my heart.

the song we sang together, the place we hang together, the shops we shopped together, and everything! I might not be your best, but I tried to be your special one. 3 years is not enough for us to know better each other, but as you can see, I tried to know you.

the awkward moment when I went for something *shop, hang, etc, and you are not there. AT ALL. it feels different. it feels so lonely since you are not here.

one less lonely girl. Elin, if you read this, that song we sing while we were at kudat aite? you know what, I am not Beliebers, but I heart that song. because it reminds me of you, sweet.

I wish I could see you all again! the 1week we have spent at KL was not enough! 1 year is not enough! I am waiting for that time. I am waiting. RAYA? after the SPM? I am waiting.

waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, balalalallaalalalala~~~~ =.=''' and I think this post is not too good for me to express my feelings, because it is still staying in my deepest heart. and it won't go.

I MISS YOU.

*fysmfXoXo*

July in RANDOM :)

Assalamualaikum, hello everybody.

It has been a while, since I did not do anything for this blog. but, before that, I would like to give a BIG THANKS to : adik sweet Nurina:)

for her kindness in updating this blog. *kalau takdak dya, berhabuk lah blog aku nih =.='' btw, the blog looks even nicer lah now aite? me likey :) and, I have promised her to make a single cover (as a reward/ or should I say present for her kindness? err.) but I still, dont know what song should I go for the cover!! I am really sorry for the song I would take for the cover okaay. why? because I will and exactly going to break it to a remix-style-with-no-attitude-like-a-certified-singer. or, should I conclude it into: Im gonna broke the song!! >.<'' haha.

okay. hectic with that, in July, my school has organized "bulan bahasa". lots of competitions were held, and I've join itthem also! mostly, the competition I've joined were English competitions. not mostly, but all of them! haha. maybe because I like, not, I love english. yeaahh XD and these are the competitions I have joined : Spell It Right (number3), Public Speaking (number2), and English Parliamentary Debate. and this morning, my teacher told me and my friends that my group are going to FINAL! and I have no chance to present as the GOVERNMENT team. all the paper I drew was OPPOSITION! >.<''' huh! InsyaAllah, we can do it!

also, July monthly Test had been held. the test ended this morning. I dont feel great about that, because it reaminds me more about SPM. *sigh* I need lots of motivation now, from everybody. to keeep my spirits ON! yeah. and, I'm so happy and glad, because my mathematics' sir had check our paper, and I got A+! 96%, not bad lah kan? but, I am not satisfied that much because my target was 100%. I should thankful for what I get. yeah, Alhamdulillah.

In this July also, my school had organized "PERKHEMAHAN PERDANA", with the theme of "SATU HATI". i think the theme was quite good, because, we are getting SATU HATI. and Im satisfied a lot when we grab the FIRST PRIZE for the kawad Competition back from Pengakap. hahaha XP me, and sharmilah, satisfied a lot. SATISFIED wehh! :) thank you to all. and, I should say this: i love my junior :D and im chosen for the english ULBS, met the Pn.Pentaksir. my thought was: I have done a great job. I had answer their question well, and, SATISFIED lagi :D

hahahaha, I wrote too much sudah! well, it is time for me to go, I mean, to continue my works. so many preparations for SPM to do. and, to all SPM-ers, please, who have ASTRO, please tune into TUTOR TV for SPM now! it will help you in certain subject, especially : Sejarah, BM, BI, SC. thats all for now. bye! feeAmanallah!

*fysmfXoXo*