It's exam time!

Assalamualaikum. hey guys. for such a long time, I haven't post anything in my blog. At first, trying to publish a new post every Sunday. However, I cant. so sorry. such a few hectic months for me but still I can manage myself to keep organized and prepared. Even though Im not well prepared.. T^T

Owh ya, The exam, STPM Penggal 1, has already started this morning. And yeah, as what I said on my Facebook, it was not a good start for me.. however, I keep myself reminded about having faith on Allah, on what He has fated for me. Tawakal. I have struggled to face the exam, and InsyaAllah Allah will grant me something nicer on what I have working on. InsyaAllah.

Okay, jadi orang melayu balik. before masuk dewan peperiksaan, x stop ucap selawat ke atas Nabi Muhaammad SAW.. pastu, sentiasa niat kat dalam hati "Rabbi Yassi wala tu'assir". Maksudnya, "Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusanku, permudahkanlah jangan Engkau sulitkan". 

ULASAN : Pagi tadi paper Pengajian Am. huishhh hectic gilaaaaaaa. 15 minutes before the exam ends, konsentrasi calon peperiksaan sedikit terganggu kerana the pengawas peperiksaan mintak kitorang semua pay attention on them on how to organize the papers. and we have to write no. IC and angka giliran for how many times. such a waste of time lah kat situ. ;(

KEBERKATAN ITU PENTING! :)

tak kisah lah kalau 4flt, tapi hasil daripada perbincangan dan penipuan. kan? Berkat Allah itu penting. Mungkin kesannya bukan hari ini, tapi pasti pada masa akan datang.. :)

Overall.. okay lah.. walaupun persediaan xmembanggakan, at least aku dah cuba. 1 down, 3 more to go. doakan kelancaran kami dalam menjawab. dijauhi daripada segala musibah, and pray for our success in this semester. insyaAllah. :) 

**fysmfXoXo**

Koko

While visiting my family at Ranngu, Tawau. could see so many coco trees around. My brother plucked this because my aunt told so we could test the original taste of coco fruit. but he plucked the unripe one. T^T

focal length: 75.0mm (35mm equivalent: 112mm) | 1/160s | f/5.3 | ISO: -

payung | lompat tinggi

Taken while visiting my family at Ranggu, Tawau for Eid.

It's my sister, Ainaa in this picture. I asked her to jump with the umbrella and she did it really well.

focal length: 26.0mm (35mm equivalent: 39mm) | 1/250s | f/4.0 | ISO: 350

sayap | cahaya

This picture taken when my family and I were on a flight to Tawau. While waiting for iftar, I grabbed the chance to snap this picture which is really great. The lining of the orange light (which produced by the sunset ) was so great! Subhanallah! :)

focal length: 22.0mm (35mm equivalent: 33mm) | 1/40s | f/3.8 | ISO: 400

No trolley.

Taken at LCCT.

focal length: 105.0mm (35mm equivalent: 157mm) | 1/20s | f/5.6 | ISO: 1250

Masjid-sunset.

Taken at Tawau.

focal length: 105.0mm (35mm equivalent: 157mm) | 1/400s | f/16.0 | ISO: 500

-MADU vs HEMPEDU- and RANDOM.

Assalamualaikum. hey guys. thinking of making new post every day, mmg tak tercapai dek akal lah. so, I'm thinking of making new post every sunday. kiranya the end of the whole week. so I can roll all the good things happened to me into one post. kan? I think lebih organized. coz hey, I love things being organized rather than unorganized. :D


So, lets start. Eh, I've started just now --' MADU VS HEMPEDU. naaa, dont get excited, or blur, or whatever. it is just, recently, I fell in love with a malay quotes, and still im in love with it. "TIADA KEJAYAAN SEMANIS MADU TANPA USAHA SEPAHIT HEMPEDU". best kan? Well actually kata-kata ni kitorang buat kat kelas. It just really inspired us as a student yang belajar in the class. 


IF you just nak main-main with pelajaran and got no usaha yang orang cakap aw-kaw, mmg sepahit hempedu akhirnya, hasilnya. sbb usahanya manis-manis sahaja. I just realised that being a person with semangat and prinsip memang akan berjaya dalam hidup. and Im on my way to be one. InsyaAllah..


Memang banyak bukti lah aku tengok especially those yang memang berjaya. especially in big exams. tak yah nak gi jauh-jauh. kawan sekelas aku, Rafie. scored 8As for PMR and 10As for SPM. memang tengok kat sekolah kuat main, gila-gila. but cuba tengok dya kat rumah. mak aih rajin! i berani cakap becoz once I g umah dya temankan mak jahit baju kat situ. suddenly I found him dekat depan TV. TETAPI, buku kat depan dya belambak. I dont know lah hari lain mcm mna bcoz I caught him masa hari2 SPM. so no wonder. but dya mmg pandai. I tabik!

Satu orang lagi, Hafiz. Cek lah FB dya. post hari-hari tazkirah bagai. tapi memang positive one punya tazkirah lah. tak macam aku, mengutuk je koja. dya ni Straight As punya budak. SPM je tak straight A. dya scored STRAIGHT A PLUS. *jeles* --' aku selalu ingat dya post benda ni:

FB: Mohd Hafiz Hadi.

U see? see? memang kena lari dari zon selesa. Jangan jadi mcm aku. Balik dari sekolah dok terbongkang atas katil. menghadap laptop. tak sedarkan diri. LOL. aku bukan budak pandai. but at least usaha tu penting. umm, nih peringatan untuk aku. okay?

Tak nafikan, kalu usaha cincai, result pun cincai. tengok aku je lah. xyah nak g jauh2. hehe. --'

so thats all. harap boleh dijadikan teladn sikit2. daripada tak da langsung. sampai sini sahaja. so meet U on the next Sunday? InsyaAllah. Bye. Belajar rajin-rajin ;)

Eh! Some of our pictures as a lower six and as a urusetia during 2012 SMKKJ kawad kaki dan formasi competition. :)

dah bye ;) kerja rumah aku!!!

=FyZey=

The path written for me. By Him. :')

Assalamualaikum. Hye.


It's been a while. okay, a boring start. Proudly present a new post and wholly written on a new lappy. A present from my dearrry mom. thanks mom. okay, now the start lebih cool than usual. 


It is 6 June 2012. I started writing this post at 10.41pm. In my room. Dengan keadaan nak sangat tidur. But, tidur for me, this time, seems boring. I need something to feel my boring time. Blogging, dah lama tak tulis idea karut kat sini. so Hello Im here for mengarut. DO FORGIVE if terkasar bahasa. 


This is my story.........


On 22 March 2012, at 6. I woke up. dengan sendirinya. Hati macam nak meletup! That day, SPM RESULT. Skit lutut sendi jantung perut semua datang. except ketenangan. Also, dan warning kat parents malam before the day supaya tak payah nak ambil tahu from kawan2 yang kat PPD about my result. -At 10. Phone rang. Mom on the screen. "Helo?" Me said. "Along dah tau result?" Mom said. "Ma dah tahu? apa kak long dapat?". "hmmm, along g tengok sndiri lah kat sekolah". "Ma gtau lah, so tak terkejut sgt nnt. tak pengsan". "hmmm not bad, 5A. But you got 2D". I cried. For two reasons. Reason yang pertama, Got 5A. I reached my target. Reason number 2, 2D. Tak credit. SC subjects, both. Puan Chemistry dan Encik Biology. Padan muka aku, aku memang benci dengan bio. Aku buat selamba dengan Chemistry.


I walked to school. Near school gate. Phone rang, lagi. On the screen, "Sharek". "Helo?" Me said. "Fai, kau di mana? Fai, kau jak dapat A BI!". Sharek directly said the sentence. "HUH?" Terus end the call. On the way to Pejabat Am, Sharek ran to me. I ran to her. We hugged. Lompatlompat. Suara mcm nak jerit. sebab kami capai target. our 5A yang maybe sgt sikit atau lemh for budkbudak yang lebih high mindanya. lebih pintar. Jalan jumpa Ustazah. Aku salam Ustazah. Ustazah suddenly peluk me. "Tahniah, agama dapat A". Me just, :O Tak pernahpernh dpt A mahupun B+ mahupun B agama kalau test. Paling baik C. I never target my agama for an A- sekalipun. 


Terus tengok result. First impression, Addmath. Rasa nak nangis. I scored B. Before this E pun susah nak dapat. Jumpa teacher Irene. Salam dia. Tanya about EST. "B+ sahaja". Aku senyum. Dalam hati, dunia ni macam nak terbelah dua. It just need lagi sikit effort, for at least A-. I sat. Call mum. Told about Addmath dan semuasemua subjects. Tengok Tasawur, B+ jugak. hampeh. 


Guys, bukan nak show-off aku dpt berapa, but this is what I got. A for SEJARAH, BAHASA MELAYU, PENDIDIKAN ISLAM. A- for ENGLISH and MATHEMATICS. B+ for TASAWWUR ISLAM and ENGLISH FOR SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY. B for ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS. C+ for PHYSICS. D for CHEMISTRY and BIOLOGY.


Stop about what happened at school and after then.


In April, 2012. 7am. Merlimau, Melaka. Phone kept receiving msgs. KBOMM from friends. Talking about getting Matriculation Offer. I check. One msg received. "Harap Maaf, anda tidak berjaya bla..bla..bla.." And I did feel nothing. I'm still okay because I'm in my vacation. After how many weeks I forgot, I told my cousin to check my Maktab Result. DUKACITA. I cried. A lot. Parents disappointed. In May, 2012. Tawau. Jalan nak gi Bank Rakyat. Waiting for UPU msg me. Bout my UPU offer. dapat ke tak. Call kawan. Cek. Suh jgn ckp lagi. Dah tarik nafas, then, "Fai, dukacita". Ended phone call. Cried dpn parents. Mental time tu, : I HATE FORM 6! NO FORM 6 FOR ME!


8 May 2012. Kunak. First day of form 6. Mental kurang baik. Macam nak nagis je kerja. Fikiran entah ke mana. dalam otak, satu je benda. I hve no friends kat sekolah nnt. Sharmilah tak da. Apa cikgu cakap nnt kalau tengok aku kat form 6. Apa kwn2 kelas lain cakap. Hati resah. 9AM. Jalan gi sekolah dgn Mel and Kuyen. Aaaaaaa! Urus tu urus ni. Jumpa budak baru.suasana baru.new subjects.new me. Pra-U. well, form 6 COOL. Baru tersedar. School life mmg awesome. Tak da lah low. Setaraf A-level. Hati terpujuk sikit, demi sedikit, sedikit lagi. And now, My heart is fully terpujuk. Alhamdulillah.


I do REDHA with what Allah gave me. I do BELIEVE that He already fated me something great. But, masa je BELUM TIBA.Alhamdulillah, today, tmorrow, yesterday, aku mampu TERSENYUM. Indahnya ketentuan Allah. Perjalanan hidup yng ditentukanNya. Syukur. Thankful.


Aku redha dengan apa yang Allah bagi. Aku YAKIN. :')


Esok, RAYUAN MATRIKULASI keluar. Kalau dapat, Alhamdulillah. Kalau tak, Rezeki aku kat tempat lain. Form 6, MAYBE? Doakan yang terbaik for me, for my friends. For our future undertakings. for our future success. Our iman yang strong. Our hati yang tabah. Our DIRI yang tak lupa jasa ibubapa,kawan,guru, and, Allah.


Fai, 11.36pm. 

Sharmilah, a short post for her.

This is what we used to be. Together no matter what happens. 7 of us are on their way to KML. I am happy for them, for their dream being reality. For their achievements  after so many hardships.


Shar, She gave us a boat shaped letter. However, mine is the biggest among the other boats. I wonder why. And now I know, she really loves and cares as a sister to me. She used to sit besides me in class. and now, it is different. what I hoped after I turn my head, is to see her face, her smile, her words, silly words. and now, they disappear. I know she is the best. Shar, u r the best. I f I could ever reply your letter, it would be one day. 


Sharmilah Abbas, her name. She is shorter than me. and she is popular with her shortness. She know how to treat people well. so well! Even im so glad to have her as my friend. since   primary school, to secondary school, till now. she never changed to be herself. She is so strong. she let herself cries, so people around her can live well, happy,and whatever. 


Shar, YOU ARE AMAZING. amazing. I love you. I miss you. I want to hug you. I want to talk to you. Hope to see you soon. very soon. InsyaAllah.

Good Luck 1994-ians :)

Assalamualaikum. Hye you guys.

Baru berkesempatan dan datang mood untuk menulis sumthing simple kat blog ni. for those who have time and feel free to read my post here, A VERY BIG THANKS from me :DD Okay, lesen dah settle. Im a P holder. then, dgn excited aku duk umah, jdi bambong berjaya! Siyes jeles jugak tahu yg ramai kengkawan bekerja dan ada yg membantu ibubapa jual-jualan. ada jugak yg gain pengalaman jadi guru dan cashier di beberapa kedai ternama di daerah aku. Ada yg mnghadap laptop dan melayan muka buku yg tak seberapa nak muka meluahkan perasaan. Dan mereka2 yg menggelapkan kulit mereka di latihan PLKN yang sudah berakhir dgn jayanya. tahniah wira dan wirawati PLKN negara kumpulan 1 siri 9/2012! Juga kepada mereka yg akan masuk kem PLKN tak lama lagi. for sure untuk those yg terpilih masuk dlm kump 2 and 3.

I tulis post ni hari isnin, malam selasa. Esok dah selasa. lusa dah rabu. pejam celik pejam celik mcm baru semalam je habis paper EST. Angan dan sedar lusa dan kena ambil result. konfem aku tipu kalu aku ckp tak takut. aku siyesly takut. takut yang result tak berapa nak memuaskan. tambah2 lagi aku merupakan kakak sulung di klngan adik-beradik aku. I know yg aku merupkan harapan parents untuk bagi contoh kat adik2 aku. to success and have a brighter future for sure. siyesly dua tiga menjak ni aku dah tak leh tido dgn aman, mkn dgn kenyang, dan yg pasti aku mandi dgn basah kuyup. okay merapu. - Setiap mlm b4 lelap msti terbayang2 the day ambil result and mcm mna gred kat result tu.

kalu b4 lelap je tbayang result tu mcm mna tak

pe. ni smpai bwk ke dlm mimpi. ohmyyy. tak nak mention lah berapa A aku dpt dlm mimpi tu. tapi klu boleh, aku nak result yg aku dpt dlm mimpi tu, JADI KENYATAAN. kdg ada jugak merapu mintak Allah tunjukkan rsult dlm mimpi. tp tak menjadi. hahahahaha. ngong betul! Itu satu, dgn luahan yg aku baca kat FB lagi, phewwww, aku makin takut oo!

So, ni pandangan yg aku nak share sikit. Kita ada Allah, Dia tolong kita susah dan senang. Allah sentiasa berada di sisi kita. Allah kan Maha Penyayang. Umm, saya sendiri tak letak target. berapa A, B, dan sbgainya. Yang terbaik cukup memadai. Klau dpt result best, tahniah! kita bertuah dan layak. kalu dpt result cukup mkn, tahniah jugak lah. sbb at least kita tak gagal, smpai tak leh nak mkn. hahaha. Ingat satu perkara- Result hebat tak semestinya kita pandai, result tak hebat tak semestinya kita bodoh. Segala2nya terl

etak di tgn Allah, nak bagi kita dpt result yg mcm mna. :)

tak masuk hari ni, 1 hari lagi. bnykkan berdoa, solat hajat suma. InsyaAllah, Allah akan beri kita yang TERBAIK :D redha dgn ketentuan. redha dgn pemberianNya. InsyaAllah. pas dah dpt result, boleh plan nak smbung mna. for those yg dpt tawaran bagus punya, tahniah. bagi yg tak, jgn risau. dlm khidupan seseorang, ada dua jln mnju kejayaan. Jalan singkat (shortcut) dan jalan jauh (longcut? hahaha). yg pasti, destinasi dua2 jln ni, sama. SUCCESS! :D

okay, di sini, saya, Fairuz Syafiqah, ingin mohon restu, berkat, daripada rakan2 dan guru2, doakan kejayaan saya, serta rakan2 sperjuangan saya. kalu ada silap, harap maafkan. Ya Allah, berikan kami keberkataan dan keredhaanMu. sesungguhnya, Kejayaan terletak di tanganMu. Amin. Semoga berjaya 1994-ians! :D

p/s= CONGRATULATIONS SENIORS FOR YOUR RESULTS AND SUCCESS IN STPM! :D

Gambar tak kena-mengena dgn yang hidup, or yg dah meninggal dunia, people.